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sometimes the living is so desperatly worthwhile...

(12/30/2003; 08:40pm) - sometimes the living is so desperatly worthwhile...


I got a letter,
a letter i liked, that made me think.

the words didn't really make me think, more the style...
...more than the style the feel, more than that, the feel it gave me.

it made me think about me,
about how i write,
about who i am.

and so i sat down and wrote back.
which is, the writing is something i haven't been able to do well for so long.

i picked up a pen, and the words made sense,
they were easy to reach for
and the letters flowed together into sentences and lines into something that gave me a feeling.
the feeling i wanted the words to create

and it was the most amazing feeling...
just astounding.
and it made me feel so free and excited
damn, sometimes living is so rewarding.

-m-