Not of your design
i don't think like you
so why should i write like you
my thoughts
my world
so why should i write like you
my thoughts
my world
(01/02/2005; 02:31am) - a terrifying realization
i don't get what i want
because i don't try to get what i want::just hope i walk into it::
::realiazing:: this isn't good
and to realize it on the first of year
this really isn't good
fuck
if my life had a score it would change about.........now
(12/18/2004; 05:02pm) -
i'm hungover
but not painfully so
just left with feeling of....confusion
i left the house in hopes that it would improve my mood
and my outlook
but it just reinforced that the feeling
of
wait...this is my life::response::
you sure::response::
huh
it's just that i thought it would include more hover bikes
...and supermodels
(12/18/2004; 04:59pm) - like towlie
at brooks going away party
after meeting up with amanda, jason, micaela, and ben!?
i was talking to a girl
and was going to leave with said girl
....until she got too inebriated
and kinda wandered off
(12/03/2004; 07:51pm) - pet peave #89
i hate it when i'm using T9 and my cell phone reminds me i can't spell
(12/01/2004; 10:15pm) - an example of human frailty
how can i miss her
if i don't like her
if you know she's evil
and strive to avoid her all those like her
what does it mean
to know
you miss her
that glow
that moment
that you swear you'll never return to again
(11/30/2004; 10:30pm) - a second in 3 parts: pt 3
and you wash ashore
hoping you are better for the moment
never certain
never knowing
(11/30/2004; 10:03pm) - a second in 3 parts: pt 2
::and looking at the water's edge-between liquid and air::
::realizing this could be an end::
::the end::
::you wonder if maybe the end is enough::
(11/30/2004; 09:45pm) - a second in 3 parts: pt 1
certain songs
like certain feelings aren't fair
they pluck a nerve long since dead
and revive a flood
of memories
of emotions
and for that second
that split second
you drown
(11/22/2004; 10:08am) - i can't go home for 6 hours and 52 minutes
i found a bottle of water in my desk
i owe some god a sacrafice of newborn flesh
(11/22/2004; 10:02am) - moo moo v3.0
i'm so out of it
i posted one of my pieces to the front page by mistake
::ug::