Not of your design
i don't think like you
so why should i write like you
my thoughts
my world
so why should i write like you
my thoughts
my world
(12/02/2003; 12:36am) - for the record
any day that begins with you awaking to find
a ringworm infected cat on your chair, beside your computer
is unable to proceed smoothly
....just take my word on that
(11/22/2003; 04:05am) - i did the most amazing thing today
goddamn the beast is almost done
with a few keystrokes i was over the hill
the work was mostly done
and for the first time in.. so long i took a deep breath
and my shoulders actually slacked.
halfway between awe and exhaustion
a smile crawled across my lips
and with the end in sight
i knew everything would be ok::despite the noise, stroking the chaos
(11/21/2003; 03:07pm) - worthy of ...ish
my house has 27 forks.
all of them are dirty
(11/16/2003; 06:46pm) - Rorschach's Journal. November 1st, 1985
"Appreciate your recent support and hope world survives long enough for this to reach you, but tanks are in east berlin and writing is on wall.
For my own part, regret nothing.
Have lived life free from compromise....and step into the shadow now without complaint."
Rorschach,
November 1st, 1985
(11/10/2003; 10:39pm) - a memorial
we were friends...i guess
i knew i was stuck with him
which for me
descibes the nature of my friendships
i knew jon yanow
whether geniunely feeling bad
or because of the guilt of not feeling bad enough
tears sporatically fall regardless
another candle has been extinguished
and the world around is darker for it
(11/07/2003; 01:40am) - like johnny walker('s ad campagin)
with a head full of mess and having been rejected from the sju honor soceity...again. i find consolation in a beer, a free shot at the bar a block from my house, and a tivo-ed episode of scrubs.
it's not fair or trythful to say life is good
but i at least recieve enough momemtum to
keep walking
(10/29/2003; 03:48pm) - it's not that i'm giant geek or anything,...it's just that i'm a giant geek
"There are 10 kinds of people in the world. Those who understand binary numbers and those who don't."
it made me laugh and i had to put it somewhere
(10/23/2003; 11:51pm) - cleaning out a yahoo mail box 92% full
i have.. er had 12 pages of email from Benjamin J. (i think) Kline.
this makes the current *thing* between he and i even more baffling
(10/20/2003; 11:43pm) - letting myself go unchecked:afterwards:
due to circumstances beyond my control
my shower will be a cold one
but reflecting upon the lack of self restraint
of this past weekend
perhaps this is not such a bad thing
(10/12/2003; 10:00pm) - found on a random sheet #2
it's strange::or maybe it's not::
that i only remember myself
in these valleys
of infection
or frustration
or ::other::
so strange::then again::
that i remember when i stumble
and learn::myself::
when
i
fall