Not of your design

i don't think like you
so why should i write like you
my thoughts
my world

making all local stops

(06/05/2003; 10:10pm) - making all local stops

and so i sit. here. waiting. on an N train. to depart into a night pregnant with possibilities.
ASTORIA BLVD:	solid plans were formed
30th AVE:	only to dissolve into a vapour
BROADWAY:	?
36th AVE:	leaving
39th AVE:	me surrounded by a ghost I do not know and do not trust.
QUEENSBORO PLAZA:	?
LEXINGTON AVE:	*vibrate* my phone misses a call and leaves me with the shadow of voicemail, hearing voices from a time not now. the return call halted as the train burrows underground. me wondering what state the world will be in when i return above it.
59th ST:	do i get off? transferring is a fool's game, the payoff often not worth the risk. but voices from ago urge me on and the fool wins *Transfer*
42nd ST:	and so i sit. about to enter a night pregnant with possibilites
14th ST:	and i depart.