Not of your design
i don't think like you
so why should i write like you
my thoughts
my world
so why should i write like you
my thoughts
my world
(03/17/2005; 11:06am) - this is not leadership training pt 1
for the record leading by example sucks.
it usually means doing stuff you never wanted to do in the first place
(03/01/2005; 06:30pm) - thats a relief
oh wait it's neuropol.
the flash movie stored the name
thats a relief
(03/01/2005; 06:28pm) - i am so bad at web dev
i forgot to save the font i used for the melounge logo. AGAIN
i am such a fucking idiot
(02/13/2005; 10:07am) - 2 weeks as system error
.denial od service attack detected
╘attack against work related port detected
╘attack against social port detected
╘attack against emotional port detected
.virus detected
.shutting down
..rebooting
(02/08/2005; 10:40pm) - to the left of a funk
you know those moods where you just wanna do your thing
put on some tunes
and lay back let the tunes take you to wherever you were going to anyway
i think i'm in one now
(02/08/2005; 10:39pm) - a non-surprise
did you know that the soundtack to the O.C is the perfect soundtrack to teen angst?
would you be surprised if i told you it was?
me either.
(02/04/2005; 10:20am) - yes
amidst the storm
and fighting fires not of my creation
i realize
i am really good somtimes
(02/01/2005; 08:33am) - i have the weirdest life amongst sheep in this the age of terror
walking onto the R train
only wanting to sit down and write
my considerations of jesus
when
i spot a massive black back pack
alone
unattended
looking weird
with tinges of terror wafting off of it
thinking myself paranoid
i look around to find an entire car
equally paranoid
equally weirded out
trying to ignore the massive terrorist elephant in the room
i ask around if it's anybody's bag
and non-surprisingly. it belongs to no one
so there i am
walking back along the train
searching for a conductor
which took a while since i could down a car at a stop
no interconnecting cars on an R train
luckily i found a conductor on the stop i depart
and told her about the black back pack
she seemed grateful
but i was at a lost as to what i was considering about jesus
(01/30/2005; 04:10am) - projecting into the future
when once dating the one
what do i think of myself
happy. satisfied. contented.
or pathetic
for
finding
solace
in a met need
rather than
containing
a percieved weakness
(02/03/2005; 10:42pm) - @50th St /2 train {drunk}
| and gazing at my reflection i ask who are you who is this monster before me what do you want of me of the universe |
and hearing these words across the glass chasm i realize i have no answers for him |