Not of your design

i don't think like you
so why should i write like you
my thoughts
my world

i did the most amazing thing today

(11/22/2003; 04:05am) - i did the most amazing thing today

goddamn the beast is almost done

with a few keystrokes i was over the hill
the work was mostly done
and for the first time in.. so long i took a deep breath
and my shoulders actually slacked.

halfway between awe and exhaustion
a smile crawled across my lips
and with the end in sight
i knew everything would be ok::despite the noise, stroking the chaos