A Dizzy In The Lizzy

soothe me

(10/25/2002; 04:41pm) - soothe me

Another day passes, slowly, in the cold.
with only a few hours' sleep, I have been tossed about today like a bouy.

up up
down down

Hot chocolate with little fake marshmallows in it keeps me going

warms me

Fresh memories made last night distract me
in a good way

the new tastes and smells of a new woman
the soft tingles of young love brush against the back of my neck, make me squirm down cozier into my sweater

I can only imagine how comfortable it would be in my cold, dark bedroom, red heat lamp throwing it's warm glow over the place, me snuggled down into my comforter

Instead I will damn the torpedoes, as it were, and venture out into the coming winter to meet some friends

why sleep now, when sleep can be caught in crooks and nannies this weekend?

Laze the mornings away, that's what October's for.

I keep picking petals off the daisies, and with each one I say,

"she loves me"