Not of your design

i don't think like you
so why should i write like you
my thoughts
my world

after barista girl...as a fish

(07/27/2004; 11:48pm) - after barista girl...as a fish

these are the hard times
mot the depths of abysmal failure::with nowhere to go but up::
but the almost was-es
when below you almost break the divide between here and beyond.
thinking that the universe is finally smiling upon you
...for it only to choose the person beside you
...or move on altogether
time after time after ti-
it almost makes you want to give up and surrender to the darkness of the depths
almost